okay okay... i know its fast. already one month in MMU. wanted to ask me how am i? how's my life? seriously im quite tired on answering these questions edy cause many adult been asking me this. how am i? okay lor. i dont know why my friends all are enjoying their life in uni and they are very busy. as for me i dont think i am as busy as them and of course i hope i am busy. i want to busy myself with a lot of activities but im afraid for now im quite disappointed. MMU didn provide me the uni life wanted and imagine for all this time. what i wanted? college life like what i watched in drama or move of course. haha a lot of prom night. or maybe a lot of party and activities, camp and all those stuff. perhaps CLS activity havent started yet. for now the activity waiting for me is Famine30 which is coming very soon and also EJ Concert 3.0. before this i keep wondered why all my senior which started their life in uni and college are all busy with assignment. i mean... what's assignment? assignment only mar?! LOL seriously now i understand. im buried in assignment and its driving me crazy seriously. when there is one assignment you will feel okay with it. CHEH! nothing only lar. but when each subject assignment is out, this is why your head will burst. the introduction to law's assignment is quite troublesome to me. lecturer wanted us to find the malaysian cases related to contract law. yeap i found the cases edy. but i dont know how to start my assignment. i already seek for my senior guidance just now. and he said reading and understanding cases is quite new for me. means is okay if i dont know but how am i going to start my assignment?? GOSH!! for this sem there will not be any mid term test or whatever. hmm...is this a good news?? this mean that whether passing or failing this sem will all be decided on my final. shit! what if i cant answer well in my final? i mean i am a newbie right? how will i know the format of answering those question?
this week is the first week i started to learn to live with some stranger in my room. exactly, i have roommate. really quite hard for me to accept this at the beginning. i mean can you understand the feeling of living alone in a double person bedroom? with two beds two desk and so on. but now all my space are cut into half. and before this while i was alone int he room it was total private, i can do whatever i want. okay, this is not the main point, the main point is my roommate things is so untidy! and she has a lot of thing and she didn tidy up the bed when she woke up. argh! hang in there chayi. this is a lesson for you once you step out from your house door and step into this cruel and realistic world.
i dont know why today i miss yeen so much. hmm.. keep flashback the time when we are really good friends who share everything to each other and the time she came my house and we spent hours chatting. now, i dont know how is she and i feel like wanting to ask her how is she? how's your college life although is just a common and general question which even a stranger will ask. or maybe ask her who has been chasing you lately huh? have you fallen in love or something else. ahaha! after graduated many things change. yeap im disappointed on ivy she change so much. is like you never know what she is thinking and she will never tell if you didn ask her. sometime i quite curious is this friends are for? before i started my uni life, she said imform her once i bak tampin but now when i backed and i called her out she sure busy, but when betty them call her, she said she have tuition but in the end she will still showed up in their gathering. spot the difference? i feels like she quite a "two faces person" she is the one who said she dont like yeen this or what bla bla bla but still she is good. i know cant blame her on this cause we are a gang right? impossible for us to hate each other. okay, nevermind. but soemtimes she can say a person bad words at her back and also another person one at their back. what is wrong with her?? sort quite a lot of things about her just dont want to say it out. sometimes remain silent is the best way.
aaron texted me in wechat that day by showing me a pic his sis took with some stranger, i know lar the stranger a bit like me. hmm.. seriously im happy that he find me and i chat with him and also i enjoyed chatting with him. after all the bad things he done to me? wasn't all his fault, i was too stupid that time. waayyyy toooo stupid! i tried to control myself not to fall for him again during the chat. i wandered whether for so long i didn couple is it because of him or i really couldn't find the right one? katherine said i was controlling mysself not to chat with him cause inside my heart there is still a place for him. of course i didn admit but in the bottom of my heart i been asking this myself and also i think for somehow some way what katherine said was true also. haha he never change. of course he is better than before and he did change a bit. but bad is bad and habit is habit. it is not easy for a person to change into a good one totally plus he is a person with all bad habit. he still the same always sad and emo for the same thing over and over again. blaming himself after everything happened. never think twive before his action. i mean he is still him...
4.6.2014
Im here! once again :S third day of my life in multimedia university. hmmm my first day in uni was SUCKS! seriously. bump into food poisoning. however thanks to my friend who brought me to see doctor yesterday and im feeling a lot more better now :D
where should i start... hmmm... my first day after i finish my class i really dont feel well and my stomach grumbling. im trying to hang on for as long as i can, i rush as fast i could. but still... FAIL! end up i vomit in the lift. how embarassing is that, do you know? i mean is my first day in uni!!! luckily or should i said unluckily a friend of mine not close friend lar is in the lift with me that time. i can see she is panicking also. HAHA she keeps on asking me are you okay and handed me some tissue. haih~ FIRST DAY. ended up lying on the bed, cant even sleep well :( and i really miss home badly at that moment. SERIOUSLY! i wanted to go home badly, i miss mom. i miss dad.
and the other thing is my housemate all are not in the same course with me. so ended up everyday walk to uni alone sitting in the class alone. but later i gonna have lunch with my coursemate hope everything goes smoothly and i able to join in their group so that i wont be alone anymore. GOOD LUCK!!
after all uni life wasn't what i expected. maybe i put my expectation too high huh? nevermind, i know i will soon adapt in this new enviroment :D
where should i start... hmmm... my first day after i finish my class i really dont feel well and my stomach grumbling. im trying to hang on for as long as i can, i rush as fast i could. but still... FAIL! end up i vomit in the lift. how embarassing is that, do you know? i mean is my first day in uni!!! luckily or should i said unluckily a friend of mine not close friend lar is in the lift with me that time. i can see she is panicking also. HAHA she keeps on asking me are you okay and handed me some tissue. haih~ FIRST DAY. ended up lying on the bed, cant even sleep well :( and i really miss home badly at that moment. SERIOUSLY! i wanted to go home badly, i miss mom. i miss dad.
and the other thing is my housemate all are not in the same course with me. so ended up everyday walk to uni alone sitting in the class alone. but later i gonna have lunch with my coursemate hope everything goes smoothly and i able to join in their group so that i wont be alone anymore. GOOD LUCK!!
after all uni life wasn't what i expected. maybe i put my expectation too high huh? nevermind, i know i will soon adapt in this new enviroment :D
15.11.2012
世界上最痛心的是什么？
并不是和你的情人分手后，离别的痛苦．
而是一个你认识，，关心和爱的人在一刹那差点离你而去．
如果那个人的离去是因为你造成的，那种愧疚，那种过意不去的心情就这样跟着你一世人．
前一天我们和朋友玩，骗朋友说我们车祸了．
害得我朋友和他的父母驾车出来要找我们．
虽然到最后我们跟他门说我们只是开玩笑．
但这玩笑实在是开的太大了~
第二天，我的朋友车祸了．
这真的是太巧了~
虽然我的朋友没事．
但如果，那朋友就这样走了，是再多的弥补都换不回来的．
当我朋友发生车祸时，我终于明白前一天，被我们骗说车祸的朋友当时的心情了．
前一天的玩笑实在是玩得太大了，对我来说，那是报应，报在一个我们关心的人身上．
做每件事一定要想到后果，想一想身边的人 :)
如果12月27日是世界末日，你会要做什么？？
跟谁在一起？？
有什么事，是你还没完成的？
有想过吗？
对我，还没完成的事真的太多太多了~
有时，我真的觉得人很犯贱，不到最后一秒是不会珍惜自己所拥有的一切．
如果真的有世界末日，那就在那一刹那，我会牵着我家人的手．
现在的我，会珍惜我身边的一切，包括感情，人和事物．
做完我为完成的东西．
如果真的有世界末日......
♥
并不是和你的情人分手后，离别的痛苦．
而是一个你认识，，关心和爱的人在一刹那差点离你而去．
如果那个人的离去是因为你造成的，那种愧疚，那种过意不去的心情就这样跟着你一世人．
前一天我们和朋友玩，骗朋友说我们车祸了．
害得我朋友和他的父母驾车出来要找我们．
虽然到最后我们跟他门说我们只是开玩笑．
但这玩笑实在是开的太大了~
第二天，我的朋友车祸了．
这真的是太巧了~
虽然我的朋友没事．
但如果，那朋友就这样走了，是再多的弥补都换不回来的．
当我朋友发生车祸时，我终于明白前一天，被我们骗说车祸的朋友当时的心情了．
前一天的玩笑实在是玩得太大了，对我来说，那是报应，报在一个我们关心的人身上．
做每件事一定要想到后果，想一想身边的人 :)
如果12月27日是世界末日，你会要做什么？？
跟谁在一起？？
有什么事，是你还没完成的？
有想过吗？
对我，还没完成的事真的太多太多了~
有时，我真的觉得人很犯贱，不到最后一秒是不会珍惜自己所拥有的一切．
如果真的有世界末日，那就在那一刹那，我会牵着我家人的手．
现在的我，会珍惜我身边的一切，包括感情，人和事物．
做完我为完成的东西．
如果真的有世界末日......
♥
sharing 26.10.2012
here a video for my readers .
i really agree with what this video was trying to show actually .
there are stages in every relationship .
and its just repeat over and over .
at last it will just end up with strangers, again .
i really agree with what this video was trying to show actually .
there are stages in every relationship .
and its just repeat over and over .
at last it will just end up with strangers, again .
20.10.2012
today betty, ting, ivy, qing, qian and pang come my house to kill some seafood for bbq .
xDbefore killing some seafood, they polish their nail with black colour .
lol`
just for fun .
after that its time to kill some fish and prawns .
heheh
=P
i know the pictures was disgusting .
after we finish cleaning the seafood .
we walk to restoran to have our dinner .
picture with my cousin from ipoh =D
miss her so much .
after that, back to my room for chit chat .
then we play with betty iphone .
took many pictures on that day :D
happy day with you guys .
♥
18.10.2012
a day at malacca with my friends :)
its my first time going malacca with you guys .
i swear i really enjoyin and appreciate-ing every moment spending with you guys .love you all :)
they're my friends :D
although this is our first year with you all .but i really happy to have a bunch of friends like you guys .
seriously .
><
after almos two hours "bus trip", finally we reach malacca =)
having our breakfast at MCD and took some pictures :)
after shopping we took a rest at blackball .
wee`
they really childish sometime but these are our memory ^^
this is our unforgetable dinner at seoul garden .
buffet and steamboat .
but this meal really cost us quite a lot .
ahaha .
but we're stil enjoying ourself .
this meal cost us RM333.05
@_@
time to go back .
真的很开心有你们这一班朋友，虽然我们才认识一年=）
说真的我也没想到我们会这么好。
一年就这样过去了:)
没想到一年前我们可是“敌人”
哈哈xD
迈向我们中学时期的最后一年，为了我们的前途向SPM开战！！
让我们一起加油 :D
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