ıм back !

wee`
im back to blogging .
erm .
its been 19 days after PMR and i've been taking holidays myself .
xD
to me after PMR its already holiday !
that day after my last exam paper .
my friend and i plan about where we going later .
woots `
ganjiong la them .
xD
that night we go to yamcha n cheong K .



-skip-

continue bout what im doing recently .
during september holiday i go for a camp .
i really enjoy myself during the camp .
=)
i know the picture is small ><
and it come out in newspaper .
hohos `

after that i also got hang out with my friends at melaka .
xD
buy some clothes .
cheap n nice !

-this week-
err`
my family is busy-ing bout "moving house" thingy .
thursday i follow my mum to kl to pack some things .
but i didn meet with my friend cause i been buzying packing for whole day .
dear friend`
i will fidn another day to kl and hang out with you all .
long time no see .
really miss you all .


guess what !
i cant believe that i really apply for the 学记(星洲日報) .
erm .
its like a student reporter .
you can write things that happening around you and your school .
and also do some activities for other people to take part .
cool right ?
><

that day this come ut in newspaper .
●10月29日(星期六)

中午12時:

淡邊東姑勿剎中學:葉永康、吳靖民、陳凱祥、姚佳儀、黃廣業

淡邊運達中學:葉俐君、傅靖盈、楊嘉瑩

金馬士端姑阿都拉曼國中:葉其健、蘇振峰、陳慧嫻、鄧梓樂、鍾俊傑、梁耀東

下午2時半:

波德申中華中學:卓佶瑋、姚佳旻、葉家盈、顏碧柔

波德申高級中學:李潔欣、石延萱、卓佳融

波德申拉惹朱瑪安國中:謝慈慧、蘇寧奕、李惠琦、陳惠璇


saw my name in there ?
(first one is my school)
ya .
im in !
:D
yesterday i go to seremban with my friend by bus for interview .
now i need to wait for the result again .
excited ><

i will post picture bout me and my friend to melaka .
and write more details bout it .
stay tuned .
=)

友你真好

华文学会2011年一日营
-------------->友你真好`

now oni upload the pic cuz i juz got it frm my fwen .
juz wanna post out .
k la `
laz to write jor .
tat all for tonight .
adios`
=)



11.8.2011

tis week .
exam week .
l0ls .
feel pressure .
><
tomorrow stil got last paper .
geografi .
although tis week is exam .
bt i didn feel like wanna study .
juz wanna ply .
cum bk frm skul .
watch movie n slip oni .
aiks .
juz study a little bit oni .
issh`

issh`
hate exam !!
argh!!


the shirt on the pic above is the shirt at skul chinese club kem geh .
♥ tis shirt~



dn wan exam .
><
sob`
=(


revision on kh~

juz feel bored so took sum pic .
without edit .
natural `
=)

5.8.2011

teehee`
i goin to kl later .
xD
to attend tomorrow 30-Hours Famine .
dear readers `
stay tuned on my blog yarh .
more interesting story n pic are coming soon .
i promise i will upload many pic bout the activity on my blog .
=D
[unless the activity not allow us to take pic ]
l0lz`

adios`
=)))

3.8.2011

dear readers`
i bet that u all got experienced before those feeling like when things that u didn expected before sudnly happen .
those feeling was like super duper happy until u're gonna fly d .
l0ls`
stop .
dn talk crap d .
-emphasis
ytd nite .
i got a special, suprise phone cal from someone special .
kimswee .
=)
dn thk too much .
he's my cheerleading friends .
actually he the leader of REBELS .
n he ask mi tat thy wanna open a cheerleading at my skul .
omg .
tat time i veri happy until i gonna fly d .
l0ls .
thn he cal mi go skul n ask teacher .
after comfirm d thn gv him ans .

today i go met 2 of my teacher d .
guess wad teachers say .
aiks .
=(
"sekolah kita hanye beri kebenaran kepada tarian tradisional "
l0ls .
tat time i was like .
sudnly so down .
dissapointed .
wad skul wor .
almos all skul in kl also got tis type of dance d .
my happy feeling all gone d .
before i go ask teacher .
i was so nervous .
kip thk .
how i gonna ask teacher ??
wad happen if teacher say NO ??
which teacher i suppose to tell ???
tat nite i cant slip after ans kimswee phone .
i kip imagine if thy reli cum here ..
l0ls `
bt now .
i thk i've thk wayyy to mch d .
the greater u hope the greater disspointment you have to bear .

i almos wanna cry out d .
but i juz pretend like everythings "okay" .
tears kip rolling down in my heart .
mayb u all cant understand .

although i move here so long d .
but i didn really feel happy .
those happy feeling like dissapeared long time ago d since i left my old place .
thn i tot i gonna meet thm .
i tot i finnaly can found a place whr there happy for me d .
but now ..???

nvm .
i wont gonna giv up .
there still hope now .
i decide to ask other skul see whether thy approve or not .

i'm all right .
i've experience n passed the painful moment d .
this doesn't count anythn to me .
=)

sometimes thing unecpected just happen in your life .
you cant imagine what will happen in your future .
maybe is good or bad .

bad .
you cant do anything .
just face it .
good .
enjoy it .
relax yourself .

remember to store all happy things in your heart like an album .
open it once a long time .
it will make you recall and flush all your memories bak .


=]

30.7.2011

my time is 12.14 am now .
...date...30.7.2011...
i have expected tat in the end is u will not reply mi .
so ...
feeling- normal ..
nothing special ..
anyway .
i juz wanna just wanna wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
maybe i reli hurt you .
btw things pass so long d
i just hope tat everything can bak to normal .
mayb u reli mind bout tat thing .
i wanna take this opportunity to say sorry to you .
just hope tat everythhing can strt all over again .
friends bak like old way .
=D

i know tat wad i write now u sure cant c .
but i jus wanna share out my feeling .
tats all .
ntg special .

after sometimes i think i will slowly realize tat wad important for me .
so far is study .
since pmr is coming .
i think i hav to continue on my study d .
xDD

tats all for tonight .
nite to all my buddies .
=D
tatas`




28.7.2011

i always have this type of feeling .
hate this feeling .
bt it awes cum after me .
feel like nothing .
feel like i'm not the one tat others need .
i duno how to demonstrate my feeling .
plz fwen `
dun tel mi all this is because i think too much .
dun tel me "no, all this just wad you think. dun think too much k ? cheer up! xD "
or"u dun think too much, actually we reli veri miss you "
or"stupid, dun oways think negative, smile ! :)"
or ... i duno .
i'm tired of all these sentence .
tired to hear all of these .
i start thinkin whether i reli have a sincere fwen or not .
a friend tat appear automaticly .
without sayin anythin or ask anythin thn thy will know wad you thinkin .
a friend tat will miss you n find u .

u all juz know how to say tat u all miss me .
but didn find me at all .
oways i'm the one hu find u all .
sometimes i find u all thn u all bz or didn ans or didn reply .
thn nex day say tat u all bz n sorri.
aiks`
same word again .
over n over.
kip repeating .
where you all been whn i nid u all .
i duno is true tat u alll bz or lying me .
mayb is true .
i reli duno .
i'll trust u all for the first time .
bt thn ?
i strt confuse d .

its reli hard to say out my feeling now .
cuz i'm the one who move here .
move to a "unknown" "unfamilar" place .
but u all jus stay at the same place .
with the same friend bside u all .

i duno what to say .
reli speechless .
hate whn this feeling come over me .
get out from my mind !!
i finnaly realize .
everything that happening now doesn't make any sense .

ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS STILL BEATING ACTUALLY ITS EMPTY IN THE INSIDE .