10.8.2012

to someone that i used to talk with ......
yes, i have to admit that i change, but you too .
its not all my fault kay ???
seriously disappointed on you .
what happen to the old us ?
you change, all your bad attitude has came back .
not just me who said this actually .
you always act like a missy .
yesss, i tolerate you for many times d,but there's a limit in a person patient .
the thing that you let me down the most is someone told me what you said about me at my back .
everytime when you with your friends, tuition friends or your classmate or whatever.
when i walk away, i really scare that you will say about my bad words and this really did happen now .
i hope you can stop saying about me or else i prefer you and i are not friends anymore .
cause this is better for each other right ?

when you with tuition friends you always left me alone .
sometimes when i talk to you or call you, you just like ignore it .
when there no other friends like in physics or chemistry class only you will talk to me yourself .
other time when i talk to you, you just like doesn't care bout it at all .
haih =(
do you know how i feel when you treat me like that ?
i feel so stupid talking with you and you just ignore me, like im talking with the air.
i hope i can know what you're thinking.
now both of us at school are just like strangers .
you know why i stop finding you ??
cuz everytime i find you you just act me invisible , ignore me .
you can disagree of what i say .
cause usually when people read this kind of post, post that people say about them, they sure will think like "huh ?"
i know if you really really do read this post you sure will think like "ya meh ??" or "is it ???"
you will disagree of what i say but this is what i truly feel about us .
and i hope you really can think of what you did and change .
cuz you really wrong if not i wont say bout you, i know  i also did something wrg if not you wont say about me .
if i really did something wrong, i will admit and i hope you too.

sometimes when i saw you and call you, you just walk away only.
i duno whether is you really cannot hear that i calling you or you pretend not to hear .
i duno, only you, yourself know bout it =)

everytime i hang out with other fwen i will call you out together too .
if is my xueji fwen i will introduce to you too .
if is my classmate ask me to hang out i will invite you to join with us, but you always say dun wan hang out with us and i understand, mayb you're not very close with my classmate .
but what about you ?
did you ask me when you go out with them?
until now i still will tell you my sam xi .
but did you tell me yours ?
i still trust you and how about you ?

you really make me speechless .
lastly, i really do hope you can stop saying bout my bad words behind me .
and i hope if one day you really read this post,  please think about what i say and what you did, seriously .
and please change.
i will too .
i apologize if i said anythng wrong or i misunderstand you .
but how you feel about me and the things you've done only you, yourself know it .
you can disapprove of what i say, its your choice .
but if you still the same, our relationship will just get more worst and worst .
you can choose either we still like the old us or just a very very normal fwen or we're not friend .
this is also the choice im trying to make .
cuz i dun want both of us to become enemy .
i know i shoudn have some of those thought .
its bad for me to have it, but sometime you really make me feel that way .

我还把你当成是我的一个很重要的朋友,我希望你也是~
不要总是对我爱理不理~
真的很不好受~
我希望你能珍惜这段友谊~


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