3.8.2011

dear readers` ♥
i bet that u all got experienced before those feeling like when things that u didn expected before sudnly happen .
those feeling was like super duper happy until u're gonna fly d .
l0ls`
stop .
dn talk crap d .
-emphasis
ytd nite .
i got a special, suprise phone cal from someone special .
kimswee .
=)
dn thk too much .
he's my cheerleading friends .
actually he the leader of REBELS .
n he ask mi tat thy wanna open a cheerleading at my skul .
omg .
tat time i veri happy until i gonna fly d .
l0ls .
thn he cal mi go skul n ask teacher .
after comfirm d thn gv him ans .

today i go met 2 of my teacher d .
guess wad teachers say .
aiks .
=(
"sekolah kita hanye beri kebenaran kepada tarian tradisional "
l0ls .
tat time i was like .
sudnly so down .
dissapointed .
wad skul wor .
almos all skul in kl also got tis type of dance d .
my happy feeling all gone d .
before i go ask teacher .
i was so nervous .
kip thk .
how i gonna ask teacher ??
wad happen if teacher say NO ??
which teacher i suppose to tell ???
tat nite i cant slip after ans kimswee phone .
i kip imagine if thy reli cum here ..
l0ls `
bt now .
i thk i've thk wayyy to mch d .
the greater u hope the greater disspointment you have to bear .

i almos wanna cry out d .
but i juz pretend like everythings "okay" .
tears kip rolling down in my heart .
mayb u all cant understand .

although i move here so long d .
but i didn really feel happy .
those happy feeling like dissapeared long time ago d since i left my old place .
thn i tot i gonna meet thm .
i tot i finnaly can found a place whr there happy for me d .
but now ..???

nvm .
i wont gonna giv up .
there still hope now .
i decide to ask other skul see whether thy approve or not .

i'm all right .
i've experience n passed the painful moment d .
this doesn't count anythn to me .
=)

sometimes thing unecpected just happen in your life .
you cant imagine what will happen in your future .
maybe is good or bad .

bad .
you cant do anything .
just face it .
good .
enjoy it .
relax yourself .

remember to store all happy things in your heart like an album .
open it once a long time .
it will make you recall and flush all your memories bak .

=]