hate this feeling .
bt it awes cum after me .
feel like nothing .
feel like i'm not the one tat others need .
i duno how to demonstrate my feeling .
plz fwen `
dun tel mi all this is because i think too much .
dun tel me "no, all this just wad you think. dun think too much k ? cheer up! xD "
or"u dun think too much, actually we reli veri miss you "
or"stupid, dun oways think negative, smile ! ：）"
or ... i duno .
i'm tired of all these sentence .
tired to hear all of these .
i start thinkin whether i reli have a sincere fwen or not .
a friend tat appear automaticly .
without sayin anythin or ask anythin thn thy will know wad you thinkin .
a friend tat will miss you n find u .
u all juz know how to say tat u all miss me .
but didn find me at all .
oways i'm the one hu find u all .
sometimes i find u all thn u all bz or didn ans or didn reply .
thn nex day say tat u all bz n sorri.
aiks`
same word again .
over n over.
kip repeating .
where you all been whn i nid u all .
i duno is true tat u alll bz or lying me .
mayb is true .
i reli duno .
i'll trust u all for the first time .
bt thn ?
i strt confuse d .
its reli hard to say out my feeling now .
cuz i'm the one who move here .
move to a "unknown" "unfamilar" place .
but u all jus stay at the same place .
with the same friend bside u all .
i duno what to say .
reli speechless .
hate whn this feeling come over me .
get out from my mind !!
i finnaly realize .
everything that happening now doesn't make any sense .
ＡＬＴＨＯＵＧＨ ＭＹ ＨＥＡＲＴ ＩＳ ＳＴＩＬＬ ＢＥＡＴＩＮＧ ＡＣＴＵＡＬＬＹ ＩＴＳ ＥＭＰＴＹ ＩＮ ＴＨＥ ＩＮＳＩＤＥ ．
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